Chapter 11

"Brian are you serious right now, are you serious!" I couldn't believe what I was seeing "I haven't talked to you In over 2 months you haven't called me or text me since your thing with Sarah I have a boyfriend......are you serious??!!" He gave me a hug. I didn't move

"You can't even give me a hug."

"Absolutely not." He kicked the chair behind him

"For Christ sake Kate we have been friends since we were kids and you can't even give me a hug, I don't give a shit if you have a boyfriend or not I came all the way out here you can at least be a little nicer, you on the rag or something."

"Wow I see you have changed, you could have warned me or something, and yes we have been friends since we were kids and I wish I could take back that day I said I would be your girlfriend, because you changed, our whole relationship changed.

"Fine I'm sorry I even came out here. All I wanted to do was talk to you. Your always a bitch to me, no matter what I do." He grabbed his bag and started to walk to his car. I couldn't help but feel bad, I knew my feelings for him as a boyfriend were completely gone, but I did miss him sometimes.

"Wait." I said with a groan "I'm sorry, I just don't want to jeopardize what I have with Nick, he means a lot to me you know." He turned around and looked at me

"Do you love him?" Nick hasn't even asked me that yet.

"I don't know yet, we are taking it slow. but I do like him very much." He shrugged his shoulders

"I'm not here to ruin that I came here to see my friend, not my girlfriend, plus me and Sarah are getting serious." Was he trying to throw that in my face, because it wasn't working.

we sat and talked for about 2 hours mostly about before we started dating and how much fun we had, that was what I missed most and I hated myself for ruining that.

"Who is that?" Brain pointed to a car slowing down.

"Oh shit, that's Nick." I ran over to the car He got out and looked at Brian, he had never seen him before so he didn't know who he was.

"Who is he?" I looked at him in a way I guess that was telling because I couldn't even answer before he Knew.

"That's Brian huh?" he twirled his keys "Well he is a good looking guy isn't he."

"Nick it's not at all what you think okay, I told you I would be honest with you about him so please just listen."

"I don't think I want to hear it." He opened his car door and I shut it.

"Don't leave right now, give me a chance to explain." He turned and looked at me and I could tell he was angry and hurt.

"Explain what, explain that your sitting on your porch with you ex-boyfriend that you dated for two years and broke up just because you moved here, Better be a damn good explanation."

"It's not like that at all and you know it! He came here and I didn't even know he was, he surprised me and caught me way off guard, you can't blame me for that!"

"How long has he been here?" I didn't want to lie

"About two hours."

"And you couldn't pick up the phone to tell me, you have been sitting with him for two hours and I have to find out by driving up here, would you have even told me if I didn't come here?"

"You know I would have."

"Are you sure." I was never emotional, ever the last time I cried was when my dog died in 5Th grade, but for some reason I felt a tear roll down my Cheek.

"You don't even trust me" I looked at him "do you Nick?" He got in his car and sat down he was about to close the door.

"I don't trust him." He slammed the door and drove off, I guess not crying for ten years it builds up and I couldn't stop I walked up the steps right past Brian and went into my room.
I don't know were he went but I didn't care, All I cared about was Nick.
I kept calling him for about 30 minutes but he wouldn't pick up and I didn't Know what to do. I fell asleep for about 4 hours when my phone started to blink, it was a voicemail from Nick.

"I'm sorry I left so Abruptly but I don't know were we stand right now, you are either over him or your not, that simple. I have a flight at 9 in the morning tomorrow and I'm gone for a week. If you want to talk come over now."

The voicemail was from about and hour ago I flew downstairs grabbed my jacket and sped off to his place.